Searching for Security

I have wanted to write this for a while now but never knew the word to say...I'm  trying again. I'm just going to  write what I feel is right. Everyone has their own issues that they find within themselves. It could be the way they laugh, their smile. Mine is my body. I try to be confident but some days I just look at myself and say, "ewh." I could have a million people tell me there is nothing wrong with me but I will still have those thoughts...its almost like I can't control it. So, I asked myself is there a way for humans to ever feel truly secure? Could there be a way to not feel insecure? I thought about it for a while and I realized no matter how much some could compliment me or no matter how confident I feel; I will always have insecurities. For example, I was feelin myself yesterday but I looked in the mirror and just thought I looked odd. There is always going to be those insecurities and it kind of sucks! I'm trying day by day and so is everyone else in the world. Im always worried what others think but its time to start worrying about what I think. My body is part of who I am and its time for me to start being proud of it. Its time to start searching for that security within myself. 

Being Thankful

Its 9:09 p.m., Im laying in my bed looking over my social media and I begin to think. I love the Internet, it gives us so much opportunity. Its truly endless. I love being able to share my thoughts and having so many people interested. As a senior in high school, I'm running out of time...what do i want to do with my life? The first thing that comes to my mind is makeup. I love doing and collecting makeup. I love being able to express myself. I love the idea of having so many friends from different places. Ive always been a people person, i love people. Im the person who could literally make friends with anyone. My blog started almost a year ago. I have nearly 200 views (im pretty sure half of them are from myself lol), even though it might not seem like a lot to others, its a stepping stone for me. Every view is my one step closer...i don't know what else to say except im extremely grateful.

xoxo

Vaca All Day 🌊

Look at that view! Well friends, I'm currently day two on my vacation and am loving it. It's been perfect weather both days. We still have five more days to f fun and I will be adding a lot more pics so be sure to check back daily.

xoxo

Swatches!

Hey Makeup Junkies, 

I have been buying makeup like crazy recently and it's finally starting to catch up to me! Lol. I decided to post some swatches and mini review of a few of my favorite purchases recently. 

Starting with a new Hard Candy palette that came out in their spring 2015 line! It's the neutral eyes palette, which happens to look veryyyy alike to the Too Faced natural eye palette. The Too Faced is $36 and the Hard Candy is $8! Go for the Hard Candy! The shadows are so creamy and pigmented! 

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The next new favorite of mine had got to be the Maybelline blushed nudes palette! At first, I was hesitant to buy it because the nudes palette was a lot of hit and miss for me but the packaging is so pretty so I went for it. I'm so glad I did! Maybelline stepped it up with this palette! The quality is amazing!! 

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The last few products I have been loving are the Rimmel Kate Moss lipsticks! Most of these lipsticks are the Boho Collection, I love the formula of these so I knew already I wanted the whole Boho Collection and I found most of them on sale for $2.89 at Walgreens! 

In order from top to bottom the numbers are:

113

32

33

104

109

12

111

31

30

29

 

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xoxo 

Small Haul!

Hey Guys! I'm back its been almost a month :( I'm so sorry, everything has just been so stressful and busy but now I'm on break and a decided to post a pic and blog about a few new products I picked up! First off I got this Lo'réal lip gloss/liquid lipstick thingy in the color Rouge Allegro! I love this color so much it's perfect I definitely will be buying more. Next thing is the Lo'réal lineur intense, I hateeee this liquid liner. It's not very black at all and tends to flake on me :( but I do love the brush on it! If only there was more pigmentation. Thirdly I got a color tattoo in the color Pomegranate Punk. I love cranberry color and I am obsessed with these cream shadows anyway. And last I finally purchased a beauty blender and I love it! I usually use my Real Techniques pointed foundation and buffing brushes but I feel as if the beauty blender just really gets the product in my skin not just on top of it. I missed you guys :( 

xoxo

Sadly...

Hey Gals/Guys, 

I started this blog to become more open to the beauty part of social media. I love writing a blog but it's so hard to have a beauty blog. I want to just be able to explain by talking to you guys. I think I want to start uploading videos to my YouTube channel and see how that goes. I think it will be easier for all of us! But I will still be posting on my blog. I'll try ever week on Tuesdays :) 

xoxo 

Ps: enjoy the funny picture I found on insta 

PSPS: THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 77 BLOG VIEWS!!! I LOVE YOUUUUUU <3

Eye Primers:

Hello my peeps! LOL

Today I am talking about the importance of primer. whether it's UD primer potion or Nyx eyeshadow base pots. I use both and honestly for my eyelids the both work about the same. The thing is primer can change a whole look just look at these swatches. Ladies, if you do not use a primer go buy one right now, it's a life changer. Nyx primer is like $4 dollars! Go, right now!! Xoxo