Saturday, October 24, 2015

Searching for Security

I have wanted to write this for a while now but never knew the word to say...I'm  trying again. I'm just going to  write what I feel is right. Everyone has their own issues that they find within themselves. It could be the way they laugh, their smile. Mine is my body. I try to be confident but some days I just look at myself and say, "ewh." I could have a million people tell me there is nothing wrong with me but I will still have those thoughts...its almost like I can't control it. So, I asked myself is there a way for humans to ever feel truly secure? Could there be a way to not feel insecure? I thought about it for a while and I realized no matter how much some could compliment me or no matter how confident I feel; I will always have insecurities. For example, I was feelin myself yesterday but I looked in the mirror and just thought I looked odd. There is always going to be those insecurities and it kind of sucks! I'm trying day by day and so is everyone else in the world. Im always worried what others think but its time to start worrying about what I think. My body is part of who I am and its time for me to start being proud of it. Its time to start searching for that security within myself. 

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