I have wanted to write this for a while now but never knew the word to say...I'm trying again. I'm just going to write what I feel is right. Everyone has their own issues that they find within themselves. It could be the way they laugh, their smile. Mine is my body. I try to be confident but some days I just look at myself and say, "ewh." I could have a million people tell me there is nothing wrong with me but I will still have those thoughts...its almost like I can't control it. So, I asked myself is there a way for humans to ever feel truly secure? Could there be a way to not feel insecure? I thought about it for a while and I realized no matter how much some could compliment me or no matter how confident I feel; I will always have insecurities. For example, I was feelin myself yesterday but I looked in the mirror and just thought I looked odd. There is always going to be those insecurities and it kind of sucks! I'm trying day by day and so is everyone else in the world. Im always worried what others think but its time to start worrying about what I think. My body is part of who I am and its time for me to start being proud of it. Its time to start searching for that security within myself.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Monday, October 5, 2015
Being Thankful
Its 9:09 p.m., Im laying in my bed looking over my social media and I begin to think. I love the Internet, it gives us so much opportunity. Its truly endless. I love being able to share my thoughts and having so many people interested. As a senior in high school, I'm running out of time...what do i want to do with my life? The first thing that comes to my mind is makeup. I love doing and collecting makeup. I love being able to express myself. I love the idea of having so many friends from different places. Ive always been a people person, i love people. Im the person who could literally make friends with anyone. My blog started almost a year ago. I have nearly 200 views (im pretty sure half of them are from myself lol), even though it might not seem like a lot to others, its a stepping stone for me. Every view is my one step closer...i don't know what else to say except im extremely grateful.
xoxo